After the recent announcement of the US aid freeze, Hellen Anyango worries about her supply of antiretroviral (ARVs) medicine, essential for living with HIV, which she contracted 19 years ago. The US funded program that gives her access to such treatment was suspended with a stroke of a pen by the new American president, Donald Trump, just days after taking office, leaving people like Anyango scared and uncertain. "I do not have any hopes for future," she says. I don’t know if our families will lose us or what to expect." IMAGES AND SOUNDBITES ARRANGED IN SEQUENCES