RugbyL: Abuse from fans exacted mental toll, says former top ref When former Rugby League referee Ian Smith retired, he began suffering with depression brought on by years of feeling 'lonely' on the pitch and being the target of negativity from fans. But after seeking help, he is now supporting others to overcome their own struggles as a coach with 'Offload', a 'mental fitness' programme which aims to harness the feelings of community amongst Rugby League fans and the language of sport to encourage men to talk about their mental helth issues. IMAGES AND SOUNDBITES