Renee Lim is still grieving the loss of her 19-year-old son, Ryan, who died of a fentanyl overdose, and adding to that pain is the fact that she searched for months while his body was at theSan Diego County Medical Examiner’s Office the entire time. “Five months of the anxiety and the worrying and the hoping, it’s hard to find words to describe just how deep that pain is,” said Lim. “Your biggest fear is something happening to your child and not knowing where my son was, just the trauma of not knowing, of thinking he was alive.” While Renee lives up north in Lafayette, CA, Ryan was here in San Diego last year while in treatment for substance abuse until he relapsed and was found unresponsive on a sidewalk downtown before being rushed to UCSD Medical Center, where he was pronounced dead on November 7, 2022. MORE: https://www.cbs8.com/article/news/local/family-searched-for-missing-man-while-his-body-was-at-medical-examiners-office/509-0b452a83-b257-4445-92b2-f107d38469d5